The Autistic Blogger

     Trust me when I say Autism and Anxiety do not mix well at all. I've had multiple times where my Anxiety acts up a lot to the point of an Anxiety attack and my autism prevents me from saying anything to people because I lose the ability to communicate with others because of how anxious I get. As you can see, they really don't mix well, and just like so many other people, this is something I experience on a frequent basis. Just like I'm saying, the experience when this happens isn't pretty, I feel like I have no power left in me, I feel useless, I feel like I can't do anything to fix whatever is going on with me, and the fact that I can't really tell others how I feel when I get an Anxiety attack escalates the problems. There are many examples of these types of situations in a public setting involving many individuals, myself included, I've had so many Anxiety attacks, but there's this one time in the 8th grade where the same reason gave me an Anxiety...

     It's been so long since I've blogged, and I'm so happy to be back and continue to stick with this community. As time progressed, so much has happened to me throughout these past few months that I mourn not blogging, because lots of things that involve my disability have happened, lots of discrimination and lots of issues that I feel like I don't deserve. I'm not going to make this blog super long like a lot of other ones that have more information, since this blog is for the most part going to be a recap of what has happened these three months that I've hadn't been blogging that I feel is blogworthy. Like I already mentioned, I have been a target of lots of discrimination, and it makes me feel a bit of sorrow that within these past three months, the people around me still haven't changed, yet I have taken large amounts of self-discipline to change for my own better, not the better of others, because at this point I don't really care about what p...